th3Blu3Rang3r's Xanga

Let's think?

Tue, 26 May 2009 07:10:29 GMT

why can I not access my newer xanga's???

nothing has changed, i love the same people

Looking Back

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 00:22:15 GMT

I have not evaluated this web-log in such a long time. Going back through and reading all of my entries brings back so much memory of my junior year in high school. It really is crazy how much i have changed, and how my audience has also changed. I hope this xanga stays in place, as it is apart of my past.

Thank you.

HOLY SHIT

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 11:12:17 GMT

i havent written in this one since back in the day. Beyond that i will divulge my greatest personal secrets since no one will ever read this. 1) i like C J 2)C J likes girls 3) people in ohio are people who burden me 4) my plan was to run away but i cant seem to do it 5) i think i am going to iraq and 6) i still need to find true love in all this mess

WHAT THE FUCK!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 16:31:12 GMT

to think: if i would have heard about the things i have seen, food i have tasted, pain i have felt, or how my heart breaks back 7 months ago, i wouldnt have believed it.

andrew: sadly i am in love with him and i am afraid to be. i want to know how to stop-

Monday, August 22, 2005

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 05:24:36 GMT

i will be deleting of th3blu3rang3r soon :( but go to my new xanga

AlexHeartless

peace-

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 21:28:16 GMT

so i wont bore you with stories about what happend this day or yesterday... or w/e cause honestly when i read others xanga i really dont care (unless they are my friend)

so yah warp tour is in like two days (pittsburg) how i got tickets, funny story :):) thanks to a guy named phillip and his horse, [named] Mountain Dew

no i am serious, phillip has a horse named mountian dew...

uhmmm the balloon fest, sucked...just like last year it sucked because i wasnt legally trashed, [i am not 21] but when i am of age, i think the balloon fest will be mucho more fun. and hows come i didnt see anybody important there fri. night?

well other than being a work body (instead of home body) and not answering my cell phone like i am supposed too lifes been really cool

Monday, July 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 05:15:21 GMT

???

Friday, July 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 19:39:48 GMT

Life is good Life is great, Life doesnt even masturbate...

These [past couple] days have been great. All i did was work, 11:30 till 10 or 11 pm. almost tweleve hours each day. My job is very hard, thus proving that i am ready for the adult world more so than {lets say} some other Faggs\\

//today i'm supposed to go to ashley's house since shes leaving for florida... and i also am supposed to be going to see theresah at build her bear, lol. Do they know that "bear" is the term used for an older, hairy, butch, gay man? They should have named it, "build a TEDDY bear" but i mean hey, guesse they didnt have enough money for the T_E_D_D_Y letters.

I played pokemon yesterday, then i realized how bad i suck, and how retarted gameboy is. I want my PS2 back so i can play midnight club dubz...

has anyone besides me seen the new gay and lesbian channel LOGO?

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 05:35:41 GMT

woooooooooooo...

So what have i been up too? hmmm guesse, working. I feel like emily or Erica now. But hey there are bennifits. [$] and of course my cool co-workers. Ever hear the story about the ant and the grasshopper, disney did a great 3-D version of it they called it "a bugs life" if you dont know what i am talking about, the story (the ant and the grass hopper) carries the basic value, that we should get our work done before its too late. My senior year is too late, i have worked really hard up untill now, and its going to be smooth sailing for me. So the summer, i worked hard (i still am) to ensure i can be lazy my senior year. as for drama, still working on some things, but its shaping up to be a bomb year. now that i think about it, my junior year was Hell. Shall i explain?

Well were to start? almost one year ago, last august. Guesse who? Shane, can anyone believe we dated? i cant its so wierd to think that. Well he forced me to hang out with his friend ashley. After i broke up with him (for my reasons) Me and ashley shared things that went beyond, "just hanging out with shanes new boyfriend" We became friends, and remained so till today. As the year progressed I became Closer and closer with amanda and theresah due to debate, and our natural "mean girl" attitude. Debate, what a huge chunk of drama, from the day i stepped into novice camp all the way till st. patricks day (the day i quit) one thing after the next, but before i talk about that i forgot someone. Marc, for any of my readers who know him, you would also know he is nosey. but if someone like me wants to know stuff about someone else, your damn right i am going to use you to find out what i want to know. its not nice, its not right. but i am not all about being nice or right, i am a queer for gods sakes... Ever since we stoped talking things have been better for me. Not knowing everyones business is way way better. Debate killed me. I was the only one on the team who had a job, besides sicorrah... >_> Alexa constantly was coming up with something new, and i really just stopped caring. I PDQ'd twice, although i could have done way better, i dont care, because if anyone remembers correctly ALEX HARLESS joined debate TO HAVE FUN. I HAD MY FUN, and with Kristie going to be my new coach, i wasnt about to let her, destroy me. Its not like She destroys people, shes just very demanding, and i dont have all of what she demands. So she shouldnt be mad at me. honesty right? Its funny how even adults can be immature. After debate, i started having problems. School. I wasnt doing the best in all the classes because umm i had no time to not to mention devoting my time to the next boy, justin. He is cute, from the side. He is also very feminine. I tore him up. although he will never admit this, but i did you can ask amber he was on speaker phone at the sylvania tournament. He broke up with me, and after that i saw how much he loved his ex, scott. so i dumped his ass so they could be happy. Besides i was kinda already busy with another guy. And dont forget, my heart was always stuck on phillip, still is. But hes annoying, and acts like a 12 year old girl sometimes, other times he is someone i want to go kick someones ass for. we are still talking about justin. The most fucked up thing about him is this scott guy. Yes i met him, he called me drunk saying i want to fuck you while i was at amamndas house. he wouldnt stop calling!! Amanda theresah and i found it funny. HAHA i got drunk the next night after meeting him, called him back, and the only thing i member is that he was my valentine! hahaha. but scott, cheated on justin with andrew, who lives in columbus. andrew plays a funny role later on. any way, So debate is over i am single, and things just start getting worse and worse. i am torn between all my friends, the drama that shane doesnt like his friends talking to me, telling them to choose. sad part is they would all choose ashley who would have chose me. My grades are just like, trash, and i cant find the energy to wake up in the mornings. After i have an emotional break down at work, and skipp three days of school. i get back on my anti depressants, which i was off of all year till now (which is late april)thats when i thought i could handel joe. He was just a sexual appetizer. hes a nice boy really skinny really cute, but dumb too. hes better off a friend, and besides i had no time for myself, let alone him or anyone else. The school year finally ends. and a wieght is lifted off of my shoulder. The year was filled with so many unforgettable times with jessica, at the perry games, at top china, and in school. i love her. at the very very end of the year jakes gay cousin andrew, from colombus, came up, and i met him. hes nice and a good friend. hes way hotter than justin (said that on purpose) and since scott cheats on justin with him, duh they should go out (andrew and scott). The one thing i learned this year, was what sasha said. Who my real friends are. With all the hell my real true friends stuck out, some how some way they helped me. I love them. I guesse that puts closure on my junior year. It was hell i guesse, but i had some really good times too. I guesse every year, its like that, a lot of hell but there are little pieces of heaven mixed in.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 05:44:04 GMT

i love meatwad!!

buckel up its the law!

me and my man

i lost this pic! its from christmas 04, thats my cousin emma, and my sister alaina... yes my cousins name is emma, if you have a problem with that i personally know about 5 rednecks who will shoot you for it... literally....

cant believe i lowerd myself enough to do one of these....

BASICS
+ 001. name: Alex
+ 002. nicknames: the blue ranger, dro, Alzo, baby, Alejandro, drunk fag.
+ 003. sex : i like it
+ 004. birthday: dec 10
+ 005. age : 17 1/2
+ 006. star sign : saggitarius
+ 007. place of birth : massillon
+ 008. current residence : perry

+ 009. hair color : depends
+ 010. eye color : blue green
+ 011. height : 5'9 ish

BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
+ 013. do you bite your nails: negative
+ 014. can you roll your tongue : i am one out of 25 (yes)
+ 015. can you do a cartwheel : yep
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : some how
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles: i think so never tried
+ 019. can you cross your eyes : haha hmmmm
+ 020. colored hair : o yes
+ 021. tattoos and where: want a nihongo tatoo

+ 022. piercings and where : my ear was pierced at one point in my life
+ 023. do you make your bed daily: i am no martha stewart
+ 024. do you sleep naked : nahh

+ 025. which shoe goes on first: is this relavent

+ 026. fave type of shoes: running shoes, colorful ones
+ 027. where do u keep your clothes: in my closet like everyone else

+ 028. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone?: no

+ 029. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: none... bracletts usually
+ 030. how much money is usually in your wallet: depends on how well tips were that week, usually 150+ if i am not shopping

+ 031. you got a job: yes *cough*

LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS
+ 036. Are u taken by someone: hmm tech. no but yes

+ 037. Who: phillip, and partially jesus

+ 038. Why do u like them : who doesnt like jesus (sorry satan)
+ 039. When is the date you two began going out : summer after 8th grade
+ 040. whats sexiest on a guy: nothing, duh
+ 041. are you willing to try the other side: of what>?

I DUNNO?...
+ 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : haha this is bad, real bad....
+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : at least 5
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza: hmm a laser gun...

GROOMING
+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth : twice a day
+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe : 2 times a day, b4 work and after

+ 048. how long do these showers last?: 15 min to 30

+ 049. hair drying method: towel, and my super power of drying hair

DO YOU
+ 051. do you curse: yup
+ 052. do you mumble to yourself : yah

+ 053. do you spit in public: hmm i think

+ 054. do you pee in the shower : yes i do

EXC
+ 055. in the cd player : mcr

+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with: brandon, he calls more than anyone else

+ 057. what color is your bedroom : blue

+ 058. do you use an alarm clock: yes
+ 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with?: that question is a logical fallacy, fallogically using an illegitamet "or"

+ 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : yes
+ 061. ever sunbathed in the nude: in a bed of tanning
+ 062. window seat or aisle : on what...
+ 063. whats your sleeping position : hahahaha

+ 064. what kind of bed do you like: my bed

+ 067. do you sleepwalk : once
+ 068. do you talk in your sleep: haha yah ask my friends i make grociery lists

+ 070. how about the light on : ugh nope
+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: radio

+ 072. had sex : sorry
+ 073. kissed someone : yepp
+ 074. watched bambi : awwww what a horrid movie for children
+ 075. cried : no
+ 076. talked on the phone: umm is it me or is this thing getting dumber...
+ 077. read a book: yes all of lemony snickets, s.o.u.e.'s waiting for 12 and 13!!!
+ 078. punched someone: patrick klida, in the face too

FUTURE
+ 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : not here

+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where: jessica, in spain

+ 081. How many babies do you want to have : n babies are evil
+ 082. your profession : translation or lawyer for those who speak other languages

+ 084. sport : lacrosse, rugby is fun when your mad
+ 085. color : blue
+ 086. instrument: guitar, banjo, mandalin, violin, bass, trumpet, baritone, tuba, french horn, saxaphone, piano, clarinet, and my voice